Monday, September 20, 2010

30 Days of Truth- Day 01

Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are...

Current mood: sleepy

One of the blogs that i follow, After 'I Do', posted this project she found on 20sb, 30 Days of Truth. I thought I would hop on board.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

So something I hate about myself? Well, I guess that's easy. I hate that I can be a bully and mean sometimes.I'm not always nice to the people I care most about, and I really want to change that about myself. I want to be someone that people want to be around and spend time with. I feel like sometimes my harsh personality comes across wrong sometimes and people just dont want to be around me.
Part of me feels like people should accept me as I am, but the other part of me knows that regardless of that, people don't want to be around mean people. So I'm working on it. I'm working on being a nicer more patient person. Shouldn't we all want to be those things?


  1. THIS is super honest! I love that you are real and raw!

    I think we should all try and make ourselves better people!

    Good luck with your goal :)))

  2. Don't be too hard on yourself girl!

    Personally I think you're a sweet heart!

  3. Oh I totally feel you on this, I can be the same way.

  4. Brittany- i do try to be honest! Striving to be a better person is always a positive goal in life. Thanks for the wishes :)

    JoJo- awww :) that makes me feel happy inside! Sometimes I am pretty hard on myself, I tend to be a bit of a perfectionist.

    Krysten- Good to know I'm not alone here. I'm surrounded by people who are the opposite of me!