Now I’m waking up
I’ve finally had enough of this wreck of a life
How I never thought I’d survive
Now I’m taking back all I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay
Song of the Day: Invincible- Crossfade "Our Song"
Current mood: mushy in love with my husband, and I'm seriously getting tears in my eyes because of how REAL those words above are to me.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Alright, I know it's cheese-tastic, but honest to God, my husband saved my life from my own hell. I love him, he is my everything. He saved me from a self destructive path in which I was going nowhere fast. He saved me from staying with a guy who didn't love me, no matter how much I wished he did, and he showed me what real love is all about. He made me feel worthy of love, made me feel like I deserve more than what I had received before, which was nothing. He gave me confidence when I felt empty, he gave me light when all I could see was darkness, and he gave me hope when the world seemed to be falling in on me. He helped me find the real Holley who had been lost after years of being neglected, and helped bring her back to surface.
It is still a struggle, every day, to overcome some of these issues, even four years later. But he is the reason I want to get out of bed in the morning, and the inspiration I need to get through the tough days. I don't tell him enough, but my husband is everything to me.